I have paced down and up. Why should Tolulope die in such a manner? I have conquered the ignorance of why there should be evil in the world. Evil is necessary as the opposite of Good.
There cannot be a positive without a negative. Evil sometimes is also subjective. While cruel capitalists pummel workers, they call it profit but workers call it exploitation.
Man has also been told of the orgin of evil traced to the impunity of the first humam creatures, Adam and Eve.
However, neither reason nor understanding has consoled me on why Tolulope should die.
She is from a Godly family. Her loving parents said she was a vigorous prayer warrior from her green age. From 10, she was prayerful, decent, Godly, affectionate and collected.
On the day of her death, she was fasting, “dry fast.”
Why then should this mighty Angel depart, putting the world through such anguish and pang?
Is God aware? Yes. He is. Could God have stopped it. Yes. He could have. Why then should this happen? I dont know.
I have wondered and continue to wonder. God can prevent anything. He can also make anything happen.
Was she notified of her death, warned in the spiritual realm but unaware or mistakenly ignored the warning?
Did she fail to listen to the inner voices of the Holy Spirit?
Why didnt the Holy spirit pierce her ears to make her listen to death lurking like an incubus beast?
Was she warned in her dream and she didn’t pay attention enough? On the date of her death? She forgot her phone.
Her sister told her to let go back for the phone but she thought otherwise.
Was that a sign from the Holy Spirit?
What happened to her, was it inevitably designed? Who designed her death?
These events continue to puzzle me. There is however some facts we know: An hour of glorious life, is worth more than an age without a name.
Tolulope led a life of courage, a life of passion for humanity, a life of ruthless battles against evil, in deed and in the spirit.
Her name has been written in gold; in our hearts.That carve will remain for ever. To us, she is a General in the Airforce. She is a Commander of the faithful. She is an idea that will live for ever. He death, instead of diminishing the power of God, has further mystified it and cloud God’s ways in mist, in fear, in prowess beyond human understanding.
Again, we have been assured there is heaven.
Tolulope shoud be sitting there now in the right hand of God.
She has won an eternal victory. She has conquered death. Death can no longer hunt her.
One other thing is certain to me; the world is not by chance.
There is a designer; an umoved mover; the cause of all things; the first and the beginning that we all call Olorun, God or Allah
It is also certain that His knowledge and ways surpass human understanding; the knowledge of man is like a filthy rag beneath His feet.
This is the reason why we will never understand why such a Godly little angel should be taken away from our midst, leaving us dumbfounded and in awe. May this amazing family of hers, and all of us across the world that have come across Tolulope only after her death, develop the strength to bear this huge cross right on our lean shoulders.